I had my "surgery"... im kinda in pain still though..
it was cool when i woke up though i love being put to sleep haha it's awesome..
anyways.. new year's... um.. it was a day after i had that done and i couldn't move.. i wasn't even allowed to move.. so i was with my mom and dad the whole night.. and i wanted to cry when the ball came down.. so i went upstairs and started to play this need for speed underground 2 game that my brother rented to keep me occupied because i didn't have shit to do.. so i was playing that then i heard my mom yellin Steph come down and watch.. so yeah i walked down and it was like 3 2 1.. and i like completely missed everything up to the three seconds.. i wanted to miss the ball drop.. but i saw it.. dammit! haha
Me and Brett talked for a while
We still don't like each other much at all.. haha.. but we had to get some shit settled.. like the fact that he alwyas ignored me and he was making shit up and assuming sht about me... all of it was not true.. not even a little.. all was false shit that made me mad.. but... im proud ofmyself.. i got through to him for a minute haha..
so he decided... well we did... to add each other to our friends on myspace.. cuz we weren't and wouldn't add each other..
and his friend allison or some girl like hates him for talking to me.. so he lied to her but then he like told her that we did talk and she gave him a bunch of bullshit for that.. so it kinda makes me happy that he at least gave me the time of day to fucking talk to me for once haha...
so yeah we talked about the break up and my surgery and then i asked like what if she finds out and he said some stff like oh well she talks to her x so why can't i.. or something and i said what if she gets mad or whatver and he said we won't have to worry about that.. which is totally true ha.. she odesn't even know me.. and what she only knows is the bad shit that brett told her that wasn't true.. and now he found out that it wasn't even true.. he feels salty ! haha
so yeah...
we decided that we would talk occasionally.. maybe once a month or something.. --hey it's better then being ignored for 5 months-- haha.. and that we would ya know just grow on that  im happy.. i'm getting my best friend back...
its very hard to go out with someone for almost two years.. and break up and then hate them so much... and neve rtalk to them.. very very hard..
oh well
sOoO I must be going now i guess..
i should be laying down still and i'm not
blah..
so yeah..
<3 Stephanie | 
god i love him lol